0 What I really should be doing..

At this very moment I should be putting away the laundry that has been thrown

 in my room for the past couple of days. Maybe I should be picking up the play room that has been turned upside down once again.

 I should be trying to take out the accident stains off the hard wood floor that our new little boxer pup has made..or maybe I

 should just be sleeping and preparing myself from being woken up not once, but four times in the middle of the night by my little TNT.

Yes I should be doing all the above, but instead I am here blogging to you hoping there is someone out there who feels exactly like I do.

I can't help but feel so upset (sad, lonely just wayyyy to emotional) that my

 little baby ALREADY out grew 

all his newborn  clothing. 

He is growing way to fast and

 all I want is for time to slow down.

 I can't help but  feel like

 I have abandoned my little 

PVT because I had to put my 

foot down and not allow him

 to sleep snuggle in our bed anymore. 

With all these feelings and thoughts rolling around in my head I saw this on my desktop

and this...

and this..

I realize we are just beginning another chapter in our little family life. All these
mixed emotions come 
with my little life, and sometimes I
 just need to stop going down
 my checklist of things to
 do and realize how 

 blessed I am to be able to 

 feel these feelings as a mother.

 I would not want it any other 

way, that's for sure.