5 Sad, Annoyed, Angry & Bitchy...

This man has seen it all. He knows me better than I think I know myself. Yesterday was one of those days, those days where I was full of self-indulgent pity and just wanted to crawl under a rock and separate myself from reality. I'm a huge perfectionist and absolutely hate myself on those days where I let it get the best of me. There I was rushing after a quick dinner. My mind spinning about the laundry & dishes that needed to be put away. I still had to make sure homework was all finished and the boys were ready for an evening at the park. I became agitated as I walked into our bedroom to see shoes not put away and more laundry thrown on the bed. Phillip walked in and sighed,  he stared at the sullen look on my face... he knew I was bothered. He asked what's wrong... & of course my usual response a very passive "nothing" He begged that I cheer up and enjoy the rest of the evening.  So that is what I tried to do. I tried my hardest to forget all the "must do's" that I didn't get around to finishing. He then quoted me this quote he heard "Want to feel sad? Live in the past. Want to feel anxious? Live in the future. Want to feel peaceful? Live in the present." I wish I had the carefree spirit he carries around. I admire him so much. I thank God for this wonderful man I'm blessed with.  I thank God for his patience and understanding that he has for me.  Almost ten years later & I still get butterflies thinking about him. I love him & he loves me what more can a girl ask for?